THE TESTIMONY OF THE LORD
SOME OF WHAT HE HAS ACCOMPLISHED [SO FAR] IN THE LIFE OF LATONJA FOX
Matthew 5:3 – Blessed are the poor in spirit, for
Theirs is the kingdom of heaven
Introductory-Praise – VOLUME 1
It is good to dwell in the – ‘House of the Lord’, and to enter his gates with praise – [Ps 100:4]. Our Lord is highly exalted and deserves to be highly esteemed and praised above all other gods. I thank God for The Ministry of Jesus Christ and the Prophetess. Here you are accepted, loved and challenged to change, your old mind-set and embrace the new – ‘MIND OF GOD – HIS HOLY SPIRIT’; not because of doctrine but because of, His spiritual lifestyle, to be CHANGED from the damning DNA of our human nature INTO Christ RNA, becoming His powerful Holy Messenger. When you see one who has left every trapping that this world has to offer to follow God - it encourages you to leave all of your old baggage behind. I use to think discipline was someone preaching at me, but discipline is someone becoming what God had predestined them to become, walking the walk in sincerity and truth. It is not about church or pretending to be holy once a week but about changing forever because religion doesn’t save only Christ saves. So I thank God for this awesome ministry that is birthing Christ in all of us to truly and spiritually live in His life of holiness and righteousness before God and man. I thank God for a ministry that does not cover up the truth but challenges you to examine yourself and face the truth about who you really are spiritually and mentally compared to God. I thank God that this ministry teaches you to change first before you go and bad mouth others, that the biggest problem you face isn’t the person over there, it is you.
Deliverance
I gave my life to Christ nine years ago, and it started of as an easy walk with God until the middle part of my first three years with my Lord Jesus Christ. The Lord was showing me time and time again that he is a miracle working God by walking with my Spiritual Mother, the Prophetess and by the miracles He was and is still accomplishing within my mind and my human nature. He humbled me in those first three years greatly to get my pride and arrogance down to a moderate degree and is still doing so till today [in the book of Prov. 8:13 teaches: ‘To fear the Lord is to hate evil; I hate pride and arrogance, evil behaviour and perverse speech]. No one likes to think that they are arrogant or have vast amounts of dark sinful self-imposing pride. We call pride self- worth and self- esteem but let me clarify to you the kind of pride that God’s referring to; it is Idolatrous and Adulterous pride – spiritual pride not mental pride and this nature He likens to that of the Beastly nature of Satan; [1Cor. 15:46-49 reveals to us, ‘that, the spiritual did not come first, but the natural, and after that the spiritual. The first man was of the dust of the earth, the second man from heaven. As was the earthly man, so are those who are of the earth; and as is the man from heaven, so also are those who are of heaven. And just as we have borne the likeness of the earthly man, the beast [Rom. 1:23], so shall we bear the likeness of the man from heaven’] the nature that operates in all men who live for themselves and not for God. This curse is the killer of the human race. I thank my Awesome God for helping me to surrender my will back to the Lord [Col. 3:25 says; anyone who does wrong will be repaid for his wrong, and there is no favouritism]. Prophetess has always been there to correct, instruct and guide me that admonishing me that until you do what God says, it will not be easy on you in His presence! Matt. 7:21 Jesus teaches that, Not everyone who says to Me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of My Father who is in heaven. I came from an educated background that didn’t bow to anyone and thought no one was better than I. I might not have said it to you but my mannerism (my body language - attitude did). The Lord took this Masters educated ego and made me answer switchboard for a year made me listen and obey people who I would not have even given a chance to prior to God’s dealings deep within my soul. He made me apologise to people that I would not have cared if I offended or not. I thank God because He made me likeable. He is changing me on the inside from becoming a stone computer to His marvellous Image and likeness progressively. James 4:10 commands us to; ‘humble ourselves before the Lord, and He will lift you up.
In these past nine years I have had to examine myself and really come to terms with what I had made myself into and it was not a pretty sight. Everyone walks around thinking – deceiving themselves that because you have not done anybody anything you are a “good” person. But we are wrong the only person good is God, [Luke 18:19 Jesus teaching; ‘Why do you call Me good?’ Jesus answered them saying, ‘No one is good, except God alone’] we are not good in anyway. We might do good things but why do we do them? Through this ministry I have learnt that I was not a good person just because I walked around thinking I was an angel doesn’t mean I was; not to mention the fact that I had so much bitterness buried deep within my heart eating away at my consciousness and love for others; as well as resentment that had nothing to do with God but because I did not know about God’s redeeming mercies and loving compassion – I had created this monster within my heart and it was ravaging me.
When I was eight years old, an uncle of mine sexually abused me for a period of three years and it was only at the age of eleven that I got the courage to tell him to leave me alone at which point, he did. I now know that was God speaking through me and he was bowing to the voice of God. It took me another three years before I told my parents. Who reacted in various ways from being angry to being hurt to no reaction (by my older brother) which I later realized was controlled anger; but none of this resolved the deep scar that this man had inflicted upon my body and my mind. None of them knew how to heal me. Anyway the years went by and I tried talking to people but that didn’t help. Friends distance themselves from you when you talk about that stuff, so as a child you are left feeling unclean and yes I deserved it. I tried counselling when I went to University but thought that was rubbish because what does my grandfather have to do with me feeling pain for my abuse. So I didn’t get any healing from counselling friends or family. I just learnt to cover it up –shelve it away inside me and act like nothing ever happened. But deep inside I became cold and dead and a bitter person, I decided not to depend on anybody but myself from then on, to make enough money that I would not need anybody. As the years passed by, this attitude of anger and hatred was killing me on the inside and those around me but I couldn’t care less or shall I say; I had become blind and hardened towards the feelings of others.
I thank God for the awesome loving and forgiving nature of Jesus Christ that led me through my forgiveness of my uncle and all those that I’d locked up in my heart because they were not there when I needed them. It was one day whilst pouring out my heart-felt damaged self to Prophetess that she began to teach me by the graces of God our awesome Lord how I had to release him and everyone from the prison of my angry heart in order for the Lord to release them. During these awesome deliverance classes I had to also learn to forgive myself in order for my broken heart to receive it’s healing for the anointing of the Lord [Isa. 10:27 says; ‘ In that day their burden will be lifted from you shoulders, their yoke from your neck; the yoke will be broken because you have grown so fat, meaning, endowed with God’s Holy Spirit] that those who had offended me could also receive their healing through the ‘new birthing of God’s holy Spirit that had now taken up residence where I was once destroyed. During those life-saving deliverance teachings I learnt that it was not him, my uncle, who did that to me; but that it was the evil brutish nature of the beast that is living on the inside of him. Forgiving will release you from all the pain and it will set you free. It is a painful and laborious process but if you persevere not in your own strength but in every word of truth that comes from the, ‘mouthpiece of the Lord,’ you will prevail and come out one ruin at a time! I also kept studying Scriptures on forgiveness and slowly and completely was released from all of the wounds was in my heart against him and everyone else by the Lord’s teachings. John 8:36 Jesus teaches ‘If the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.’ As I got released from that I was also released from the spirit of suicide and masturbation as those were things that plagued my life for years coupled with binging on liquor. The Lord tested me years later to see if I had really forgiven my uncle, he sent me back home (The Bahamas) for a holiday and sure enough my uncle was one of the first persons I ran into. I felt no anger, no hatred, and no bitterness towards him I went up and gave him a hug and was really happy to see him. The Lord showed me that this new person that I had become in Him loves people and I had no connection to the past person who I was. I was freed and so was he, my uncle and many others. There is power in God’s instructed forgiveness.
Matthew 5:6 – Blessed are those who hunger and thirst
For righteousness, for they will be filled
Money
I praise God because he has been so merciful to me. He has truly set me free from one of the biggest strongholds (mindsets) in my life. The Bible says “the love of money is the root of all evil”. Well I loved and worshipped money! I loved making it, I loved talking about it, and I loved saving it. I truly was what the world calls a Capitalist. I saw everything in dollars and cents. I could not understand the meaning of free because that was not how my mind had been educated. See here lies the problem – you go to university to learn something to “better your life” when in reality it is making you into a beast and blinding you. Psalm 27:1 “Unless the Lord builds the house, they labourer labours in vain who build it” My training was money; how to make it, how to use it wisely and my chief aim in life was to become Governor of the Central Bank of the Bahamas. It took years for the Lord to get that throne/rule and control down of my mind to willingly accept God’s call upon my life. As I stated earlier, He humbled me and is still humbling me today. It is through these humbling experiences that he chopped away at that great throne and lifted me up and out of it to know and appreciate the matchless worth of His call upon my life. One thing that Prophetess teaches is that if God takes all that is wrong with you out all at once you will die; that no one can handle that pressure.
In university I was saving money on top of what my parents gave me. I would take what they gave me and invest it to make more money, obviously without telling them about it. So at the end of my university time I had thousands of dollars stashed away. It is in England when the Lord entered my life that, the Lord, began to chip away at my finances to rid me of the control that money had over me to appreciate His rule and Lordship over my life. I did not understand the concept of not having money, it wasn’t about being flash it was just not about depending on anybody. In doing this I didn’t realize that I was becoming a bitter and selfish person. So much so that my own mother didn’t like dealing with me (she would deny it, but it’s true). So when I told my parents that I had accepted Christ, they were like, praise God, maybe this hardness would come off you.
I THANK GOD FOR PROPHETESS, it’s through her life changing teachings of our awesome Lord and Great Teacher pouring to us from within her inner most being that I learnt that money was only a barrier in my own mind and could be brought down for Jesus Christ to reign supreme over my life.
The Lord has taught me that I could spend money on food and not stress [because I used to be afraid to even spend enough money to even eat properly] that I could actually enjoy myself and stop worrying each time I spent a dollar or pound. I mean I was the type of person that always has a savings account that had a sizeable amount on it, yet I would cry that I have no money because I would never ever touch my savings; what I did not know until the Lord revealed this to me through Prophetess was that I’d become a slave to money because I wasn’t benefiting from having it but that it actually had me locked up isolated from loving or interacting with the world around me. I mean if it wasn’t for the Lord opening my eyes that how can you not buy what you need, but yet have savings what are you saving for. Prophetess and I usually had lunch or went on outings together and I saw that she always joyously paid for me without a thought; then after a while to help release me, she would take me to lunch then turn around and say Tonya you pay today, but only when the bill is there after the meal (because if I knew that I was paying I would not eat much, and sulk and suffer near heart attacks during the meal). It was through these encounters that the Lord was able to begin breaking the hold of money off my life. The Lord then took me through a series of encounters that challenged my dependency on money. He made me pay for stuff that my natural mind didn’t think I should pay for, but it was for my own good and the benefit of God’s people. He made me give money to help people “that I would have earlier told go and work for it yourself you have a brain go and use it”. He made me humble myself and see that helping others was helping Him. The Lord also chipped at this stronghold in other means. The first time I went overdrawn (£20.00) I nearly had a heart attack, I broke out in a cold sweats I couldn’t sleep until I got my account back in credit. The Lord showed me that this dependency on my bank balance was hindering me from depending on Him and keeping me from the wonderful miracles that walking in faith would impart into my life which is, My Spiritual Inheritance in Him the essence of His call upon my life to be born again into His Image and likeness. It is through walking with the Lord in Prophetess that I have witnessed true dependence on the Lord, and countless miracles and healings which has ignited me to walk without fear of lack; but placing my confidence and assurance in every word that proceeds from the mouth of God to me concerning which ever situation He was leading me through to gain ascendancy over. Now if I go overdrawn I just lift my hand and thank the Lord for whatever knowledge and supernatural divine ability He is trying to teach and empower me with. My dependence is no longer in my bank account but in the One who provides the finances, My Lord God Almighty. The Lord has taught me joy in giving and having rest in Him when I don’t have. I have learnt like Paul to be content whether I am abased or abound. I have learnt through this ministry that let God be your Lord not money because money will hinder you from flowing with the Lord.
Matthew 5:8 – Blessed are the pure in heart,
For they will see God.
Lust
I praise God for His mercy, His love and His compassion and His forgiveness. It is truly by the grace of God that I am here today. If it were not for Prophetess praying and interceding for me; and guiding me by the power of the Holy Spirit to be released from me that I have true freedom and peace today. A few years ago I was getting caught up in a friendship that was not God ordained, as much I knew it (because the word of God says that no temptation takes you unawares except the one that is already within you), I didn’t WANT to let it go. The thing about this friendship that I did not realize then was that it was all in MY HEAD, My own crazy sensual mind had already convinced me that this was the person for me that no matter what people or God said, this was the one. And had even recruited fellow (carnal) Christians to agree with me, meanwhile the whole time I knew I was wrong and THIS WAS NOT GOD. I thank God for the prays of the righteous and Prophetess never giving up on me, but constantly on my case in prayer, as well as feeding me with God’s supernatural understanding and insight that set me free from that infernal trap. When I look back now on the situation I cannot stop thanking my God for this loving Spiritual Mother He has blessed me with. I concocted the whole experience in my head that almost cost me my job, I was about to leave my job to follow someone’s lying life that had nothing to do with me, because of the lustful demonic cravings within me; I’d determined to let no one help me because this, I thought, was the one for me. The message “KNOW THYSELF,” through Prophetess really set me free to face the truth that this was all ME and nobody else. So the Lord via His supernatural intervention actually took the man away from besides me and ended the friendship; thereby severing me from this make belief before my own craziness got the better of me to send me to hell.
I thank God for this ministry and what God has called HIS PROPHETESS TO DO; WHICH IS TO LABOUR UNTIL CHRIST IS FORMED WITHIN US. PROPHETESS is truly a light in the darkness and all who finds this LIGHT WILL SING HIS PRAISES FOREVER - THANK GOD for Prophetess because she is truly a woman of God – AND AN AMAZING SPIRITUAL MOTHER AND BEST FRIEND TO ALL HE SENDS HER WAY. I thank God for my deliverance and my peace of mind in HIS LIKENESS - I am free - RICHLY BLESSED AND HIGHLY FAVOURED THROUGH JESUS CHRIST MY LOVING PRECIOUS LORD AND SAVIOUR. Whom the son sets free is free indeed……HELP ME TO PRAISE HIS HOLY NAME CHILD OF GOD READING THIS SALVATION MESSAGE THAT HAS COME TO SET YOU FREE…WE SERVE AN AWESOME LOVING GOD….HE IS JUST AND MERCIFUL TO THOSE THAT LOVE AND ESTEEM HIM AS LORD AND GOD.
The table of showbread, also called the bread of presence, is a
Gold-overlaid table that stands in the Holy Place. It is also fitted with rings
And poles for carrying, as it is considered
Too sacred to be touched.
MY LORD THIS IS MY HEARTFELT SHOUT OF PRAISE TO YOU…THANK YOU FOR CHOSING AND ORDAINING ME TO BE YOUR VESSEL OF HONOUR…..FROM LATONYA THE ONE THAT LOVED YOU UNTO DEATH.
….His humble servant, Latonja Fox……